I can’t control society, but I promise to never make them feel bad about themselves because of something I said. I would never in a million years want my child to go through what I endure everyday.
This is why I hate it when I end up crying at night. Puffy red eyes and a headache, a morning to look forward to.
fuck this shit, it’s already 3:30am -.-
I wish it didn’t hurt as much as it does..
Actually, there are so many things I hate about myself. I’ve realized that I’m a fucked up person. I get irritated by the smallest things, I’m clingy at times, I get jealous easily, I crave attention from the people I love most.
I don’t know, I just wish I could change everything about me. Maybe then, I would be worthy of someones love and affection.
OHMYGOD I’M GUNNA DIE. -_________________-
sorry if this is TMI. lmfao
I shall go rest on my deathbed now -.-
I swear to God if my husband turns out like that, I will leave him in an instant. I honestly don’t understand how my mother has lived with him for 25 years.
I was let down by someone very close to me…. or at least i thought we were close.
Guess not.
exactly how i felt earlier… *sigh*
Sometimes, the way you treat me makes me wonder why I’m still here.
But no matter how hard I try to get away, you just pull me back in.
I guess I’m just not important enough. *sigh* It’s cool, I’ll deal with it. I’m not important enough for anyone so why did I think you would be an exception?
When you see a picture of someone who you still hold dear to your heart, but no longer is in your life, and your heart cringes. These emotions need to diminish once and for all.